Connie❤

Happy Valentine Day

2012-02-14T08:27:00.001-08:00

This is my first Vday in my entire love life I never celebrate Vday and I got no roses in my past 19 years.
Well this is so so so much different..can't doubt that 2012 is awesome for me! We had our first vday together! He gave me an Unexpected surprises!
I am so happy now! Happy till I can't sleep..actually I'm having massive headache since this afternoon due to the audit test..vomit blood need to squeeze all the points out within two hours really killing me ;( after exam straight headache and the exam hall is like freaking cold ..freezing inside

So glad that he always there for me, dear Justinmoo I love you happy Vday!

Leave two papers! Gambateh!!!

Chinese New Year

2012-01-31T04:13:00.000-08:00

hahahha tried wave bangs,what you think? LOL

with my sisters,look like im the eldest ishhhhh

cny is awesome for me..and yesterday cant really sleep well cause of the bai tian kong,fireworks like everywhere every seconds freaking noisy..really awesome cny that i ever had,i spent most of the time with family and friends..i dont really celebrate cny with friends cause my house used to have a lot people during cny..but this year kind of different..i visited my friends' houses,it was fun! although kind of boring..actually we just wanna kill boredom..we dunno how to spend our time so we just gathered and we gambled and MAHJONG! hahhahahhaha..i like mahjong afterall..guaranteed next year they all will be my mahjong kaki ..hahahah!

before the college started actually i was panic about going to college,after two weeks i will having progess tests already,really feel so stress and depressed ;'( really really dun like it so much..what to do,studies is everything so far..pathetic la.

it was awesome when the gang was gathered,ofcoz we gossip and teased..actually its always the same topic we were gossiping but always FUN!..really nice to spend time with them and we went to our previous teacher's open house..kind of crowded!and i saw teacher's son so damn CUTE,he looks like his mother,sooo cuteeeee! teacher looks old and ofcoz me too i mean us..i can see there was a bunch youngers..made me remind when we were there,the girls used to sit at the back row and the boys sure will sit in front of girls..so much memories there..although we did argued a lot between all of us but after all we still manage to maintain our friendship..thats a blessing! even teacher also said our gang is the oldest and best one,cause we all still stick together! past is past,let go and move on!

some more i met Justin's relatives,kind of awkward == hahah but i like most of them,especially his cousins and his gu ma..really a nice person! hope next year will be awesome like this new year

okay enough for cny post..think i unable to update about my Christmas post...ishhhhhh too bad la!
try my best ya
tata!

yours truly,
Connie.

this is FOR YOU!

2012-01-22T04:03:00.000-08:00

My love

2012-01-21T08:56:00.001-08:00

I always wanna blog about him and I..our stories are just wonderful..not fairy tales standard yet but for me it's just like a sweet dream..he doesn't really allow me to write much here,he always wants us to stay low profile ;) I do respect him so I really less talked about our relationship..daily updates will sure mentioned but not the details..
So I wish there is no readers reading my blog or anything I wrote..I just wish only him to read wtv I write here..
Really really glad that he still likes me afterall..after years and all..I'm glad that I didn't lose him..he still there and now he is beside me ;) so happy whenever I see him ;) can't really describe that feeling..
I dun like to say 'hubby' or "forever" stuff..I didn't call him hubby coz it's a warning for myself..i can say I had been through a lot stuff before this..it's really made me heartbroken..wtv forever wtv promises are just lies..I dun trust forever and I dun trust myself..
But him,it's so much different..we know each other since kindergarten..that feeling toward him it's like so weird..it's like he is the right one..am I saying he is the right one? Oh Goshhh I dont wish to say these stuff coz it's fragile and I'm scared of it..I'm scared after all these still..sigh I just dunwan to be hurt anymore..
Forever is just too young for us? I know..I saw this from tweetland..I understand that but I know what I'm doing I know ..I just have a strong feeling that he is ..;)

Like past few days we hang out and then we planned everything for tomorrow..we will do this and that..unfortunate the next day I was on my period..all plan ruined but we still hang out..i was in the bad condition I look terrible and sick..like a patient..I just sit quietly in the car and we didn't talked..until we reached home..actually we planned to watch transformer3..I wanted to watch it so long ..and decided to watch on that day..feel so much better sitting at home..I ate nothing for breakfast..thts why he cooked for me..I looked at his back when he cutting dunno wad thing.. I sat far away and staring at his back.. Really wish he is the man that I can rely on like forever..was so touching when the meal was prepared .. I really dun feel like eating.. But I had to I can't let him down..it was yummy just a bit too spicy hahaha!
Period cramp is nightmare for every girls..seriously ! He knew I'm in the bad mood.. He just sit beside me and try to chill me down .. He even pressed my stomach softly he said it will make me feel better and it really did.. I felt much better with it..just can't believe he is Justin moo ..I still can't believe we are now together ;) only wish that we manage to go through all the obstacles.. Overcome problems and face together.. And wish you really are the one for me ;) I don't need a super rich bf ;) wad I need is you, there is enough for everything!

Should write this for anniversay right? Lol anyway happy Chinese new year dear!!

Dear sorry that I break the rules .. Please forgive and forget ;)

Love you,
Connie

happy chinese new year ;')

2012-01-21T01:21:00.000-08:00

finally im here to blog,to update my readers and my boyfriend..since he loves to stalk me so im doing this for him..C; damn lazy to update blog seriously..whatever it was,i have one week holidays for Chinese New years..So great that can see everyone happily going home and celebrate with their family..i can understand when a person homesick..although i know myself a bit like to hang out,'not always at home' 's person,but i wish i have a place to go when im tired ,there is my home.. "home sweet home"

guess this year will be quieter than last year,most of my relatives are travelling somewhere..and some didn't come to my place due to some reasons..so conclusion it will be much much much boring than last time..should be i guess..really hope my mom let me to sneak out ..

Status of Jan:officially BROKE!

keep buying new stuff,this and that..and my friends'birthday and dinner and all..Whoaaa BROKE to death..hahaha but its really fun when spending time with them,we can laugh non stop..they made a lot of fun..made my days!!

happy birthday kengsheng ;')

happy birthday to you too ,jackson!

always me, always NO IMAGE

first time in my life,pre Chinese new year,i had dinner with friends and we had yee sang..had the best time with them ;')

with my moomoo!!hahaha this photo was great but.....hahhahahahhaha you will find out whats the problem with the photo..

we did some cny shopping past few days,he bought a lot NEW STUFF! so tired!

i gave him a bodyglove as cny present ;') doesnt it looks SWEET? buahhahahahahah

narrie,one of my friend made this for me ;') she is really good in these stuff..i asked her to make me a cow and she really did and super nice! i took it home and slept with me everyday...but its like too small for me and i never like toys..i dunno why..girls should like toys..but for me its just ...hahhah..i just dun really into girly stuff ! and guess wad i gave it to my dearest hahahhaha

i dont look sexy anyway in this photo look like pretending driving but i was driving that time..for the god sake first time i drove to pavilion hahhahha so lucky i dun have to find parking i just park valet..

nothing much to update ,that's why i said LAZY to update..awwwwwwwww try try try try to update about my Christmas eve..buahahha!

love you guys,

Connie

Happy new year! #2012

2011-12-31T10:22:00.001-08:00

Actually was plan to update before the last day of 2011 ends ..guilty didn't manage to make it ;)

Just reached home!! Just had dinner with moo and his family ;) had a nice day with him <3 weeeheeeeee

Will update tomorrow !!

satisfaction,life

2011-12-22T06:54:00.000-08:00

December almost ends and 2012 is approaching.. i feel extremely exciting to welcome 2012,i just have a feeling that it will be interesting and fun..there is sure some changes compare to 2011,i need to drive alone to coll and need to drive home alone again,as wad i'd said he is officially move house so no longer be my lovely driver anymore..hehhe..so bad to say that didnt it? super thankyou that i own him and super super appreciate that everything that he had done for me,super super touched,super super love you ;') hmmm satisfied ,feel like we had grown up TOGETHER ;'))

December is the busiest month ever,everyone is having holidays no doubt,hopes you guys are enjoying much before the holidays end..time flies ;')beside,i need to prepare for my exams so my holidays just cukup cukup makan..cant really can enjoy coz always feel guilty that i should study shouldnt enjoy..even with family ;'((

whatever,at least i did study .there is no joke,i did!

i went to Port Dickson past few days ;')) damn relaxingggg but not that long i'd received a message from sunway tes ..okay it reminds me to study..luckily i bought my book ;')) guess will update later on.

i just simply update about the photoshooting..just simple photoshoot with sisters and mom,always renew it once a year,my dad never take part any of this,he found this boring so we didnt force him to take with us..actually its quite good for taking new photos,like knowing how much we have change? i think its pretty good..

everytime i went to mom shop , those aunties will just shocked i had change a lot compare that last time they saw me..im happy to hear that and of coz i hope i can keep this look like forever but the fact beauty wont last long,i will old someday and i will getting fat also..seriously im gaining weight like A LOT! maybe its because im happy what im having now..guess thats good to me..i have a lovely family,i love my moo moo cow,i love my course and i love my friends..everything for me is enough..

maybe i will want more when im getting older,but now i am enough i am satisfying ;') thankgod..thank god that give me chance to born in this family and how wonderful memories i had with moo moo cow..seriously feel like tearing ..so touching that im really own a lot good things..

nothing is last long,dont waste time,love people who love you,cherish each other and accept the challenges and move forward,this is life ;'))

what goes around,comes around

remember dont take things for granted *winks,from jeanyi! hehehhehehe

i wanted to update about the PD but i guess i spent too much time on the pc so i need to continue my works,tata!

love you guys,
Connie .

thankyou being there for me ;')

2011-12-17T05:10:00.000-08:00

when i opened my bag then i saw a plastic bag inside it then i was like whats it..stared at the plastic bag like few seconds...only i realised

I shouted at him WHY YOU BOUGHT IT? ..he answered WHY YOU OPEN YOUR BAG??so his so called surprise was phailed hahah!

i dunno its because i study account now so i dont really waste money buy anything like i used to..so i dont think its worth to buy then i wont buy..am really like it but i just keep telling him SO NICE! So Nice right?i dowan to buy,so not worthy ,its like so tiny hahahhahaha

wearing it on my neck,ahh pretty nice right?gonna wear it like everyday!

we went to Ikea just for the meatballs..actually he wanna brought me to somewhere else to makan badass meehun ,too bad its closed so he showed me his grumpy face all the way..haha..

i guess they dont need to work,frigging lotssss of people

opppsssss,grumpy face

he bought me this from Lima exhibition @2011 ;')

kacau him when Q ing

tadahhhhhh yummmm yummmm yummmm!

its tallll and bigg.i think singapore's will be the biggest?this just medium size i guess

going to catch a movie ;')

when dinner going out with family!

last but not least .he is now officially shift away from setapak..wish you are happy with it ;')) remember remember remember must MISS your setapak gf ;'))

my dearest

2011-12-16T06:17:00.000-08:00

foursquare-myself-hectic

2011-12-15T06:21:00.000-08:00

barely find my photos appear in any folders,so sad! i always took photos with my phone and straight update to twitter and facebook..if you guys follow my instagram you will know im really uploaded much photos there ;') to avoid i dont have any photos for my blog,im going to bring my camera 24/7,wadever shits i just use my camera ..better than NOTHING.

ohh yaaaa,i wanted to blog about this before but i always forgotten.Whoever using Foursquare right?just wanna advice guys dont tag your house!SERIOUSLY its frigging DANGEROUS.i dont know its because im using iphone..i can see the maps very clearly..the maps will show me exactly when you are..and you can ZOOM!which street you are living..so as a girl beware, dont create chances for bad people..everytime i saw my friends check-in in foursquare i always told them dont tag your house pls..if you d tagged just ignore and forever dont use anymore..

i'd paranoid about resit..i cant even stop thinking about it..im gonna resit im gonna resit and ifififififififiiif IF i failed im gonna RETAKE the whole sem..can you imagine how serious stress i have?i dont really talk about my course since the day i walked in the college..my cousins always ask me dont you feel stress?are you regret to take this course?
firstly,nobody forced me to choose this course and im the one who choosen this..REGRET is never ever come up from my mouth..i never regret to be here and what im having now..beside its damn fking hard,actually i found it quite interesting ;') and i dont have any assignments or course works..so my results is depends on the finals's results..if you failed thats mean failed! and it shows you right after you finished your test..so now you can imagine how stress i am..when i was studied at secondary school,godd results for me never important..failed then failed pass is enough..now i aim for A..for high marks..its triple harder when reach ACCA......and i just failed the foundation ONLY...god please allow me to say this,just once? arghhh,FUCK MY LIFE!

the feeling its killing me whenever i think about i failed my tests..just hide myself in the room and cried out loud..the results i got like i didnt study at all..AT ALL? keep blaming myself why im so stupid this and that..i know i shouldnt do this to break the promises..so sorry that i wrote a lot negative status on twitter..i just felt disappointed to myself,i can do better seriously i know i can..

forgive me dont really update much,im really busy about my college life!HECTIC FOREVER!!

okay stop here and continue do my revision!!

college life doesnt seem fun whenever its exam

2011-12-10T22:09:00.000-08:00

i was told college life is so much fun than secondary life but i doubt it.The fact is when you are with friends,there is always fun..but when its exam its suck like hell..

i need to resit for my exams cause of the two marks,thats wad i cant take it and i cried in front my friend..useless than nothing..i cried not because FAILED MUST CRY! just i'd studied like hell and the results is not wad i expected.. sigh, i am so afraid of resit..im really so scared,,

sorry for not updating,yours truly is not in the mood..

so disappointed about myself,arghhhhhh FML

;')

2011-11-27T08:10:00.000-08:00

STAY TUNED!

there is always two sides

2011-11-18T05:10:00.000-08:00

just finished chicken rice which my dad bought for me.i just got back from college..tired like hell..not physically was mentally..whole day i was thinking..a lot things..just make myself cant afford that pressure anymore then i will keep silence till i ill stop thinking..i have no idea why i get upset easily and i pretty sick of it..that's why i keep updating my blog..the only way that i release myself..

i admit that..i am not happy..not happy with myself..i always looking down at myself and i hate it so much!!why i should think something that make myself unhappy and affect my boyfie also..i just have no idea why i dont have the little confidence on myself..whats the hell wrong with myself..im really wanna be a better person wanna be happy with now who i am but.. i am not...

i think think think and think again..whats actually happened to me..whats wrong with it..what actually happened that made myself become like this..im really wanna overcome all these stupid feeling or wtv shit this is..feel like i cannot take it..just wanna hide in my world just wanna be alone..but whenever i think that,i will think about my mom my dad my sisters my boyfie..wad will happened if they found out i was like that..

i never never show myself like this in front of anyone..maybe boyfie yeahh,recently? ..but never in front my parents not sisters and of cause not my friends..i always smiling smiling laughing laughing talking jokes,i was really enjoy with it,i am happy when i saw anyone is laughing because of me..but turn around when im alone..then i will start thinking..think something really can turn me down..im tired to be like that..seriously

out of sudden,i feel like i wanna abandon everything that im having now,and wanna start all over again..but whats the point im doing this?i will hurt everyone that care me so much,especially my parents and him..but wad i can do ..i dunno wads wrong with myself and i know myself really unhappy but i dunno whats actually the reasons..i feel like wanna cry out loud but i always pretend im ok im alright i wont cry..i just dont want to be a weak girl..im tough enough to handle this..and seriously no point to write it out here..sure someone will think that im insane or wad..

maybe?i just need sometime to find myself back..maybe over-stress ?maybe...
now the only thing i know is ..I AM NOT HAPPY!

Memories XDXD

2011-11-17T17:53:00.000-08:00

hahahhahahahahah he was too concentrate with his new laptop and a bit neglect me ;'( thats why i draw on his body..on his arm ,neck even face == hahahahhahaha

and the benefits he owned a laptop now is he got a lot of photos that i never seen before..I was SHOCKED and damnnnn EMBARRASSING ..hahahhha.i cant stop laughing when i saw all the photos..;'D joann,soonyee,plc,me,justin,soonjye..OMGGGGG damn hardcore using his phone camwhore and the poses im really cannot accept it ..XDXD so damnnnnnn childishh!! really really funny ...omgggggggg,just wtf! i dont even dare to upload here NOT anywhere also,so dont worry!! YOUR SECRET IS SAVE WITH ME!XDXD

hmmm,well,i just pick some that i think its okay;') myself and my dearest ofcause ==

when im form2 or form3? dont really remember !

but i remember this is when i was 15th years old.! hahahhahahahahaha

so happy to see all the photos,seriously,i miss them,miss joann miss soonyee ;)

REALLY CANT STOP LAUGHINGGGGGGGGG XDXDXDDXDXD

a little update !

2011-11-17T06:33:00.000-08:00

Edc is ended and i have two weeks straight no classes but there is final exams after that..god damn it im so gonna get high scores..arghhhhhh!really pissed every time i got the bloody result like this,cannot forgive myself so this two weeks gonna be a hardcore time..i shouldn't say never mind every time i should I DO MIND !! Wish me luck ;'D

i didn't really update much here,cause i was so lazy to update and write..sometime i wish i don't have a blog,then no one will read it no one will gossip about me..but i just feel like wanna write something,i always felt relief after i wrote anything personal at here..but feel insecure with it..i wanted to private my blog before but wads the point i have a blog right?wad if i want to share something ?private seem like so annoyed..and i think about diary,a real one wrote by my hand..;'D seriously i have one and i exchanged it with my boyfie..guess wad i found it INTERESTING when you read wad your boyfie 's diaries ,HAHAHA! he hasn't read mine yet ;') but something is annoyed..diaries doesn't has DELETE ENTER SPACE BAR or CAPSLOCK!...lol...wad to dooooo

anyhow i still update here but i will control a bit ..less personal stuff ;')

now im watching breaking dawn trailer...OMGGGGGGGGG i so gonna WATCH IT!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Say hi to Singapore ;))))

2011-11-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

Greet to Singapore again ;)) nothing much,everything as usual .

okay ,a photo of me and my colleagues ;))
Candice,me,Jean,Felicia

my current phone's wallpaper ;'D found it pretty cutieeeee

i just realised that i have a lot stuff in pink and a lot thing with hello kitty wtf
i dont really like it,sincerely.

i know my favourite colour is GREEN and my favourite cartoon is DOREAMON! hahhaha..

but my friends keep asking me is it like PINK or Hello kitty? or RIBBON stuff?
i said no then she pointed out everything im using,my file, my phone cover, my bag ,my bottle ,everything in pink..ribbon
never realised that and..i still like GREEN..and super cute doreamon,hehehheheheh

Candice and me

whoa today when i was walking to my cousin's shop with jackson..DAMN SHIT,i saw a mouse and it likes so tiny but NOT CUTE! and its eyes are RED! i stunned there staring at it few seconds then i screamed like nobody business,turn around and ran to my friend...Ahhhhhhhhh cant imagine that moment i was almost tears..i wasnt that coward actually,hmmm damn myself that i watched a movie before,something about there is a giant mouse eats human ,what a stupid movie ever == FREAK ME LIKE HELLLL....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh must calm downnnnn!!!

so tired i need to take a nap ;)) will update more

Random

2011-11-06T02:01:00.000-08:00

before the holiday ends i dragged felicia to visit taylors..Like im a taylors student now ;') i brought her to try everything nice in taylors but she was too full so we just stop on the half way..nvm,there is lots of chances..

that day taylors was having the fire drill and what is surprising they did it under the rain..
We stayed in starbucks and the wifi also damn suck. ;'( so we just crazying camwhore..;')

dear Felicia,must take care of urself ya ;')

had lunch with him
we were told we look like siblings again

Today is Sunday ,nothing much went breakfast with moo and we watched drama whole day ;'DDDD HAHAHHA

lets PARTYYYYY!!!yeapiiiiiiiiii

@Taylors library again with lovees,rose!

2011-11-02T03:30:00.000-07:00

im totally enjoy time in the taylors library ;) that place seriously reserved by Meeeeee
just camwhore a bit,and tomorrow im going to drag felicia along,let her see how'fun' i was here the past few days..

with the love <3

lakeside ;')

guess wad he bought me white rose,LOL

hmmmmmm..

PRETTY HAPPY THO

Hehehehhehehehe,thankyou!

one-nine-nintynine-ninehundredandnintynine..

remember wad u'd promisied <3

they are doing their bloody project sooooo i damn free here ;') nothing dooo

chatime again ;)

must enjoy before its too late

START FROM NOW! YESSSSSS;')

2011-11-01T00:26:00.000-07:00

in Taylor's again and i just spent an hour to study then i was watching resident evil in so called cinema which Sunway doesn't have,just watched the last part of the movie since i walked in late ,worst part is the movie without sounds,technical problems,i watched before ,i meant the last part..never manage to watch the whole movie,don't really like it,so creepy...then i came out opened my Mac and start surfing..damn,wifi here is terrible suck..WIFI DAMN SUCK! feel like need to login every single minutes ;'S

i think after this i will continue study,i have nothing to do..and i received comments from Mr.Yong again ;')

almost tearing when i read that,NO JOKES! really appreciated that,you treat me like i was your ex-student which the fact i am not..a little proud of it,cause the most handsome teacher read my blog and even leave me comments and BUAHAHAHA i know you like whenever i praised u HANDSOME,lol

I think the first wall for you is your habit of tearing yourself down with your own words. Stop. Start saying great things about yourself & mean it especially deep in your heart. Also, keep quiet when you're about to say or think something bad about yourself. You can do it! =)

THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.!!!!!

see if got time,try catch up with you this coming holidays,ofcause with shin ;')

time to ciao ,have a nice day!

THANK YOU AH KAM KOKO

2011-10-30T20:25:00.000-07:00

''ah^kam_koko' said...

My guess is you have not studied very hard during your 12 years in school.
It will definitely be hard to start now.
But you must know what you want. Do you want to suffer for a few hours & get better results or do you want to enjoy life & then fail your exams again?

From sheer determination & pure will you must teach your mind & body to accept such an artificial cramming of information.
Start small. Start with what you're interested in most. Start with 1 hour of study with your phone OFF.
The more you do it, the longer you can do it & the better you become at it.
Don't forget to reward yourself for say... every 5 hours of non-stop study = 1 cup of GongCha.

Come on, Boss.
You can do it! ''

really really thankyou so much for the comments,appreciated that ;')) I WILL do my best ;')) no more FAIL this time..

i don't know what to say,really THANK YOU! <3 sorry that i didn't reply most of them..thank you SIR! <3

wish one day i will become as smart as you..;')

@Taylors ,boringggggggggg ;'(

2011-10-28T02:27:00.000-07:00

i can say i spend all my holidays with moo..due to his tons of assignments so im here in the library ,i have no idea what im going to do..i brought all my books and planned to study buttttt....YERRRRRRRRRRR so lazyyyyyyyyyy ...haihh my mind is telling me to study but my heart is like don't do it its holidays..sometimes i know what i shouldn't do and what i should..but end up doing something what i shouldn't do..Grrrrrrrrrr...i am freezing..GOshhhhhh,why so cold here ;'( and im HUNGWEEEEE..he bought me currypuff and i don't dare to eat in the library ;'( yerrrrrrrrrrrr
i want drink gongchaaaa <3 prefer gongcha instead of chatime..don't know why,kind of different ;') hmmm later ask him to buy for me WAHAAHHAHAHAHA

my new tattoo jinja awesome right?HAHAHA he was passing phone to me but no idea why his friend wanna snap it ==

AHHHHHHHHHHH, so boringgggggggg

HAPPY DEEPAVALI

2011-10-25T06:31:00.001-07:00

I am happy whenever it's holidays although just a week ;) holidays just better than nothing .. Hmm,wish you guys happy holidays and happy Deepavali ..

Just finished the mock exam and it's suck like shit..sigh!

Nothing much,I will try update my blog seriously ..it's been an age I didn't touch pc or laptop ;P I'm using phone to update soooo SORRY !

Better plan something for this holidays ;) have a nice day!

Count down ing! Screw you bloody exams

2011-10-16T02:13:00.001-07:00

This week I'm gonna suffer! Prayyyyyyyyy hardddddddddddddd I can pass all these bloody exams ;(

Never ever

2011-10-10T05:36:00.001-07:00

I don't want him goes far away from me TT
So hard to accept this but..
He still mine
I don't want to be sad anymore ;(
Gonna miss him like no one!!!!!!!!!
Guarantee you will miss me more , HMNP!
Please make sure that you will always LOVE ME!!!! hmnppppppppp
Stupid Justin moo!!!!!

Tomorrow is MONDAY

2011-10-09T08:28:00.001-07:00

Guess I'm having Monday blue right now..I love Monday just don't know why I'm not in the mood.. Something is seriously bothering me! Arghhhhhhhh.. Later need to get up early to finish my homework.. Cannot be lazyyyyyyyyyyy !!

It's time to hit the sack! GOODNIGHT!!!

its October @presentation@orphanage

2011-10-08T03:24:00.000-07:00

had been a while that i didnt update my blog,must clean up all the dust now..currently was live like a labor..go to school kinda early everyday and having whole day classes then going home pretty late also..seriously im tired so damn tired..i guess thats the reason i got pissed easily ,double sorry to my boyfie that showing him my bad temper..seriously im really tired..and be a class rep really not that easy,maybe i didnt get much expenrience when i was in secondary life,i should i quite enjoyed during secondary..everydays just relax and girls gossiping..and now college i dont even have time to gossip..

and unfortunate,all my classmates like anti one of the lecturer,Ms.yiong who elected me as a class rep.honestly,she is a aged lady..ofcause some method she taught a bit outdated..and for sure the way she talked serious like my grandma..nag non stop.. most of us dont like the way she taught..some of them asked me to write a letter wtv to change the lecturer..for me its pretty hard job..i admit that sometimes she is really irritating for all of us but doesnt mean she cant teach right? and seriously i like her..she really look like a grandma for me..and i saw her cried once in the office and it made depressed whole day..guess she was upsetting because another group had changed her..how could i do this to her? change her again,i dont think she can take this..

during the class reps meeting,with another groups class rep ofcoz..then Mr Teoh..our acca/cat programme director had a meeting with us..then talked some issues about sunway..and then he asked which lecturer wanna complaint..and i raised up my hand and said ms yiong..i know i know but as a class rep i had to don't you think so?im not represent myself im on behalf of whole class..i know i shouldn't say anything..sigh,guilty ttm! in the meantime there is an evaluation for every lecturers..

the next Monday the first class was with msyiong..tension for me..im seriously dunno wad to do..and wat to say..will she get fired?anything will happened to her?i seriously feel so sad..then suddenly she asked me went out of the classroom..yeap ofcoz she asked me 'did you say anything yesterday?when class meeting?' i said yes..i did..then i told her everything and i said sorry to her..im even hug her ..i dunno why im doing all these..i feel sorry..then i realised the students of sunway is EVERYTHING..lecturer ?just part of it..now world changes..seriously class rep is not a good job at all..

anyway,feel relax after writing out this..my mom told me to learn from it..learn to be a leader learn to be independent learn EVERYTHING..im tired..so tired to be a tough girl..i will get used to it i will.

and i cant imagine if i drive to college myself every days and suffering from the jam.reached home at 7 or 8..im scared of it.. maybe..maybe im too rely on him,i should be independent right?ahhhhhh im just saddd..this week is totally suck..TO TH MAX..

and current tests..i failed both in a day..i wanna kill myself..I FAILED!!!!! why i can so stupid..;'(

CONNIE!! YOU ARE SO STUPIDDDD!!!!!!

whatever shit im having now,i know i should learn from it..i know i should stand up and move on..live everyday as your last day..never know what will happen tomorrow..please,October,please treat me well..please.. ;'(

about my presentation,yeap..we all need to wear formal..

spot where am i?

me and the assistant class rep ;')

was fooling around..wearing tie LOL

always mentioned her with my best friend,she looks like one of my friend..but i like her ;')

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went to an orphanage with my sister..and with some sentul students also..

look at themm ,so cute.

the house was quite packed that day

the food ,the stuff..for them ;')

;')) connie

got scolded..pity them ;'DDDD

i think every kids like to eat fastfood,especially kfc right?

victor chong ;'))

lengluiiii.seriously lenglui

love her ;'))<3

okay..my target now is stop eating..i wanna keep slim..but not that thin ,dowan to be a skeleton also..

Not sleepy , howwwwwwww

2011-09-25T09:03:00.001-07:00

I cannot sleep ;(
It's killing me , I'm having morning class tomorrow and I dowan to be sleepy also ;(

Since my boy is sleeping,totally nothing to do, so let's blog ;(

Hmm, I'm good enough, still surviving ;) everything just fine ;) this week is exam week again, this time I'm not going to suffer again! No burning midnight oil anymore..it's just worst and useless

I miss old time quite miss my friends also, like high school friends;) but honestly I had quite bad memories there so nvm just move on and now I have all my beloved colleagues,they just awesome ;) I love them guess they love me also, haha self-obsess!

And something gonna change soon,I'm gonna accept it also ;( can't say it's a bad thing, life just unpredictable ;) move on move on!!

I wanna to be a better person! I know I always say that but I really want!

Okay I dunno how to continue , close my eyes and try make myself to fall asleep!
Goodnight world ;)

'Buddha jump over the wall "

2011-09-18T08:21:00.000-07:00

remember that i posted about the loong shing restaurant? here some QUALITY photos ;'))

hmm its like only the restaurant in the middle of somewhere..

some very not nice food ;'0

was catching up a movie,Johnny english with dear and his aunt and uncle ;') ;')
Mr.bean just awesome! Must watch ;')

lumix camera awesome right??

my messy hair an ages i didnt cut it ,gonna trim it soon

last photos,okay i will try update about my granny bfday party..SOON!
realized that time flies,so fast my granny is 1 year older,love my granny and miss my cousins a lot ;'D

Melaka trip,awesome friends

2011-09-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

durian cendol is my favourite ;') but i miss the chance to eat satay celup..im going the second time i seriously must try the satay celup no matter whattttt ;')

couple weeks ago,went to melaka with friends,awesome day trip..wondering next time will be penang trip or anything? p/s: can we go somewhere beach?i wanna get tanned ;')

life just too short must enjoy or else you gonna regret

did i mentioned it?it is also a EAT NON STOP TRIP ;'D

first of all,millions thanks to weiwei that fetched us all the journeys ;')

my super self-obsessed buddy- LIMIN ;'P

we reached ;') my bestie -eunice

meiling * weiwei

1st station-chicken rice BALL

it was morning but look at the queue ;'0

pattern byk byk

i saw moo <3

seriously he can EAT LOTSSSSSSSs -.-

felicia ,my very special nyonya friend ;')

look at him -.-

gayyyyyyyy

its my pose elehh

jonker street ;'))

dearrr,so hotttt

my favourite yummmmmyyyy

hmmmmm

aaaaaaa...

LOVE

YOU

delicious !!famous layer cakes! JJang!

*droolings*

its time to go home '')

hahhahhaa epic

thats all for melaka 's trip
its time to sleep ;')

Relieved

2011-09-17T04:47:00.001-07:00

Awwwwww,today just finished my exams.. This time seems like everyone super hardcore study, came to school first thing to say is HEADACHE, and I even borrow medicated oil from my friend, dying seriously feel like dying..anyway exams ended and we can relax till next week ;)

Yeap, before this I went to nilai,seremban ,past few days .. I'm not sure about the
place but I went there mainly just for a dinner.. So called celebration for mooncake festival ..A restaurant called Loong Seng restaurant and went there purposely wanna try the "Buddha Jump over the wall" if you wanna ask me whats it ..sorry,I dunno it's Chinese food kind of traditional ? Think so

And the dessert like super yummy also must try, there is famous with the durian pancake but too bad that day all sold out

And other than these two desserts, GOSHH the rest like not really nice, I didn't eat also the pork like too sweet and vegetables like too salty too spicy..

When the bill came to us, the price like A person' month salary ?? Thousands plus? AWWWWW like super expensive ;( if the food is nice then the price is reasonable but not nice at all ;(

Went to pavilion yesterday,oh my gosh we went there till all the shops closed..AWWWWW, like didn't go there for ages I miss that place and I saw one of my friend, I must admit that she looks Hawttttttt! So pretty girl ;) and look at me arghhhhhhh kiddo ;(

Today I'm super bravo! I drive alone to college without Justin, so scared but afterall still steady and clam hahahaha! I miss my boy so much, he is coming back tomorrow, I need hugsssss ;(

Okay done updating , I don't know how the photos arrangements coz using phone ;)
Have a nice day peeps ;)
Woooooohoooooooo

Stressful

2011-09-12T01:31:00.001-07:00

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2011-09-10T06:57:00.001-07:00

I dunno is it working? Trying using phone to update, awesome right?

Okay today just boring Saturday ;(
Did nothing, don't mention about study also..arghhhhhhh
Saturday supposed to be fun right?

I have no idea why I'm so down nowadays, yeshh, there is something bothering me and I dunno how to settle also just worrying

Okay, lastly , is it working??

SMURFSOME DAY!

2011-09-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

Damn exhausted right now..haven't touch my book yet,i should just go bang the wall and die ;'( never met a lazy person like me..and people please don't be lazy,its not good at all..after lazy sure follow up with lots of regrets and guiltiness..Ughhhhhhhhh..hate myself ;'(

today just SMURFSOME!! Finally i watched my favourite SMURFS ever..lalalalalala..what's this called??SATISFACTION!

okay,i seriously will try to update,lots of interesting stuff wanna share at here..

PRESENTATION!GAN-JEONG!

2011-09-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

cant really get rid of baby-fat face..actually im just too free and feel like wanna blogging in the same time to keep my blog alive ;') Tomorrow im having presentation,guess i will nervous till die..panic like no one..I dont used to present or perform anything,last time when high school just stand out and read..seriously not used to but I HAVE TO RIGHT..? well...the so called presentation not like old time,now we have to wear formal,with heels..I like heels but i never wear coz i damn TALL if with the heels,look like giant ;'(

and being a monitor so called class rep..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh seriously like so damn lots things to do..All the lecturers have my hp number,wtv they just call me any time if i dont pick up any calls..I WILL DIE..altho its quite often i didnt pick up calls.. didnt get screwed NOT SO BAD huh?? ,hahahhaha..or anything cancel class, replacements and all,do this do that..and need to announce wtv things..everyday i need to take attendance file from the freaking far office or anything i just need to see the officers...JUST DAMN LOTS THINGS I NEED TO DO..

seriously i dont like to be an outstanding person..I never volunteer myself to be any group leader or wad..wad should i say?Ms.yiong said i have a capable face thats why she chosen me as class rep..i should laugh or wad now? SHOUT OUT LOUD! nvm,doing my best! and be honest,being a leader is really benefit to ownself,dunno just feel like i'd learn a lot of things also..;') maybe-i-love-to-be-a-leader just i dont realised ;')

okay,should go prepare my things,will update more..

p/s: trying something new ,STAY_TUNED

2011-09-04T22:29:00.000-07:00

in the library doing course work with Candice.Seriously im like doing nothing sit beside her and now the worst im blogging,I dont know anything about PowerPoint..and i supposed to searh the information but seems like they all did the same thing so I dunno what should i do now..i told Candice its like useless being a leader for them..She said its okay just do your own thing like facebook..GREAT!,i have a wonderful team partner..just hope that i wont ruin the presentation*cross fingers*

Well,today is the first college day after the Raya holidays..quite enjoy during the holidays,and im done with Final exams.unfortunate its not a good thing either,More exams to come..more challenges to face ..account account why you are so damn suck ..;'D

will update more and I NEED MONEY SO BADLY!!!!!!! D';

2011-08-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

WARNING:should ignore this post,i just talking craps..woohoooo

every time i fall down i will tell myself i can make it again i will be better person after falling down...

Who doesnt want to be smart?I wish i am the person who own the genius's brain,can memorize things easily,wont fail for any exams,always get the highest marks in the class..WHY IM NOT THAT PERSON?

Well,wondering WHY I CANT MAKE IT?
When i was studying at high school,i never want to be HIGH SCORES PERSON ,NEVER THINK THAT WAY..i just wish to PASS it ..thats was what i always wish in class ;')

i think its suffer to get high scores,i can see some of my friends because of results,they start to compete and start to hate each other or dislike this and that..I DONT LIKE TO SEE THIS HAPPEN

I dont like to compete i dont like to compare which the best and the worst ,who will won who will loss..

i dont know i should say fortunate or unfortunate? my mind changed..THANKS TO SOMEONE!..i just feel like i should challenge myself ;')

I WANT TO BE A BETTER PERSON ,S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y!

always asking myself WHY PEOPLE CAN MAKE IT and WHY CANT YOU?

I know i can make it,am not stupid right?;')
just need to put more effort ;')study more harder and harder ;')

other people can make it sure i can make it as well ;')

should be a little bit confidence..

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;'))

2011-08-30T05:59:00.000-07:00

i will update soon ..& HAPPY MERDEKA!

2011-08-29T10:50:00.000-07:00

First of all,Happy Hari Raya to all the malays and ofcoz happy holidays to everyone including myself..;'D i am enjoying my holidays ;') although this coming Saturday is the final exam,should prepare earlier..wish i could make it,get the higher marks,Perhaps.;')

having breakfast with sista,drag Justin moo and Eunice along..
Eunice supposed to stay at home,but i insisted wanna fetch her out ;'D i know i am bad.or super bad?

my ex working place and the very first part time i had,cool!

and the workers recognized me ;') awesome !

so i got this ..its like a lot! HAHAHAA thankyou ;'D

miss the old time ;')

flippers fever??hmmm ;'))

its coincidence ,we met limin there and his family ;')

went to eunice'house

waiting her to cook me maggie and cheese sausages..LOVE IT!!

okay,its a sneak peak for melaka day trip,will update soon ;'))

its almost 2 am ,should off now ;') tata!

singapore again

2011-08-27T03:56:00.000-07:00

sitting down in front of the screen like few minutes and i don't know how to start my post. Its quite out-dated,should write it past few months ago..

Singapore is a nice place to go but if you stayed there like few weeks i can say that its not really that fun at all ;'/ for the god sake,i even went the universal studio twice..Singapore just too small for me..

shouldn't complaint much,quite enjoyed spending time with my cousins..nothing much with Singapore mainly just wanna blog about universal studio ;'))

OMG.look at my retarded face ;'/
p/s: here is not universal studio i have no idea where is it =.= i think its sentosa 's area ;') hahaha..sorry im sux with names

we were looking at the turtles,huge one.

chloe just super cute ;')

awesome right??

another retarded face again

my f-a-c-e damn fking r-o-u-n-d..cannot blame i ate damn lots during holidays..

naughty chloe

spot me? we just want to see the sea ;')

nice picture again,photos credit to shinyifoo ;'))

the dad and the daughter ;') oops,its here,heading to universal studio!

kungfu panda ;'/ i havent watch the movie,sadness

this was another day with relatives again ,universal studio again..bored ttm

F-A-T !

miss my short hairs

japanese ;')

FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! TT

went back to the hotel and helping chloe to shower ;')

my lovely uncle;')

EJ,must miss me okay???

okay done for singapore ;')) sure i will go there again its my so called second home ;'))

going out later and wanna watch final destination 5! IM SCARED!!! yet EXCITING!!

waiting waiting waiting

2011-08-24T02:26:00.000-07:00

in the library waiting for the time passing,its killing me..terrible feeling right now..

hope its worth to wait

well,i will update soon about my singapore trip,was in few months agooooooooo ;'(

phewww,FINALLY huh ;'))

im good here enjoying hectic college life like nobody business,caught up with lots of exams..plus holiday is around the corner..thats wad im looking forward..no ecpectation on it ,i just need to rest ;'))

yummmmm awesome breakfast ever ;'))

seriously will update soon,byeeeeee ;'))

more to come ;'3

2011-08-20T08:53:00.000-07:00

last saturday,i went to a bbq party with justin..went out quite early cause gonna met up with his cousins..busy texting with eunice in the car,dragging her along ;')) Had a nice conversation with meiling,weiwei and sharon..chilling at the moo cow..I love yogurt,awesome taste!..will go there again with eunice..gosh,she is fall in love with her boyfie..every single minute keep mentioning him,haha..pattern never change,still eunice style ;')) cant wait for the double dating,woohooo ;'D

it was pouring since afternoon,we dont wanna go that early cause lazy to set up things..but end up stil doing all the chores..Well,its justin's family's party also ;')) since the day i started collge life,never go that place anymore,it seems i have getting nostalgic,i miss the swimming pool,miss the moments with him..;'))recalled that few years ago we were at the same place here doing the same things busy bbq but things changed people changed also,im glad and blessed that the friendship between eunice and i still tough enough,apreaciate her like no one..nevertheless,its more blessing that i own him ;'))

like the coke can for no reason

every girlfriend does this i guess..disturbing boyfie when driving ;')

yes,went to Gardens Mall,while waiting his cousins,enjoying ice cream ;')) yum yum yumm

after that went to his dad's place and all..he looks sick here HAHAHHA

super yummy,like yogurt taste and the peach also ;')) thumbs up and ofcoz i love MOO!

babe eunice ;'))

was trying to hug her,super small size...;'3

and after bbq chilling at overtime with justin's cousins again..something bad happened,an asshole banged our car..freaked me out..seriously was the first time experienced this ;'( soooooo scayyyy,justin turned to a monster,mad like shit..haahaaaa,then eunice and i stayed in the car,eunice said'Soooooo scaryyyyyyy,justinnnn so fierceeeeeeeee 'hahahha i tot kena banged was scary..actually when a nice person turns mad,gosh,its not good seriously ;')) but after all,we just fine although a bit kill mood ;')

today just finished mock exam..and final is coming ;'( sure will do my best..everyday is a new day..

had lunch at sushizanmai with them ;')

before this,went to moral survey don't know where is it..its not really that fun SERIOUSLY

candice ;'))

just woke up face

this is better ;'))

quan wei ;')) hahahha forced him to smile

went to lab and everyone facebooking GG ==

povan is sleeping during moral class..

inside story ;'3 HAHAHA

tapao ing pop corn for my sis ;'))

hmm,today my friend asked me when im alone,he asked me 'why never see your friend?'i tot is narrie candice they all,i said i don't know where they went ..then he started to say 'i tot he will accompany you every time..every sunday having tests he sure will wait for you,follow you come to school and went home together'..then i was like..ohhh ''you are talking about him is it..-____-'' he told me no guy will do that to a girl like this way..then i explained'' maybe he is too free nothing do wert''..then he said'' if for me no matter you are my gf or not,its saturday,i rather stay at home watch drama anything ..wont waste time for a girl like THIS WAY..''

i know i own a really 'thumbs up'boyfie..love him!

enough for today..;')) Goodnight

for MEOW 10!

2011-08-08T07:18:00.000-07:00

finally,finally,FINALLY i've done the progress test part 2,and the Fab first test,it so tiring.I slept for 4 hours only cause i woke up at 4 to revise,whole day having massive headache,feel like gonna faint anytime.i didnt really prepared much for my exams SERIOUSLY,i ALWAYS LAST MINUTE do things.ALWAYS REGRET ;'( ALWAYS hope can get higher marks but end up like stuck in somewhere else..;'( but at least i passed all my exams lah..one more week,progress test part 3 is coming soon and then mock exam,I'M SO DEAD! ;')

but i like..even though is kind of stress but i still like my course..I've learnt a lot from it..seriously is damn stress,I've sacrificed a lot my time..i didn't really online much,didn't update much in my blog ..i cut all dramas no TV no outings.just nothing..i even abandoned my facebook ..just sometimes update myself in twitter only..and recently i lost my facebook accounts..I have no idea WHY and hope that so called facebook team can settle it as soon as possible..HATE IT SO MUCH!!make me so inconvenience!!!

remembered last few days i took ktm to klang just because craving for bakuteh,HAHAHHA! actually we supposed to drive there but no one was driving that day so end up took the mini bus..awwwwwww,first time in my life sitting that mini bus,even my legs also can afford ..and so funny no aircond at all..we just crazy and love doing things like that..actually we should do our revision ay that time..cause the next day we were having exams also..and who's idea?THANK TO ME..they all almost failed the test ;') hahahhaha!but i had fun ;') and now i wanna try the cendol

SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR MY HOLIDAYS ;')) dunno how many days to go ,but time flies,doesnt it?..hahaha

is it very boring everytime when i blog i just talking about my exams ?HAHAHA,there already part of my life,should used to it ;'))

okay,i took a lot selca photos when i DIDNT WEAR SPEC and WITHOUT MAKE UP..i miss my face ;'(

still look like a human right? LOL

my beloved cousin,sorry that i cant spend time with you ;'( NEXT TIME WILL DO

that night after exams straight attend my aunt's birthday party ;') I ATE DAMN LOTS..all my relatives freaked out when saw i kept eating non stop..cause i didnt eat anything since the morning due to the TESTS ;'(( killing me,hungry to death!

LESLIE CHEW,guess next time i see him will be two years later ,HAHAHA,long distance cousin ;'))

mummy ;'))

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okay,this about my college life again HAHAHA please ignore my face,i was doing the same pose.=.=

went to college this morning to attend the tests.

saw this?SPEechless ttm

BUAHAHHAHAHAHAHA,i just carzyyyyy,SORRY!

i know i should make an album but i lost my facebook ;'( YERRRRRRRRRRRR!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaJUSTIN MOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~

freaking DELICIOUS!!! YUMMMMMYYY!!

this one i like!

its time to hit the sack,so tiredddddddddddddddddddddddd GOODNIGHT!

Haru haru ;'))

2011-07-31T06:08:00.000-07:00

Today is Sunday,always looking forward to Monday.New things come new challenges to face..time really flies,just a blink of an eye,a month just gone..wondering what I'd did in this month.quite satisfied with it ;') love my college very much and all my very cute colleagues,i even created a facebook group for us ;') easier us to keep in touch.. ;')

its been an age i didnt go out for shopping ,i feel quite sad about it but luckily i always get new things so THANKGOD! really blessed that i own this privileged ;') went to pyramid quite oftenly,went there during break time,watched the very first movie with my colleagues past few days,can see that we are really busy ;')

everyday just same routine,woke up quite early to avoid the traffic congestion,then 8 am the class starts and dismisses at 530 pm..suffering the traffic congestion again when heading back home..Well,since tomorrow start fasting so i guess it will be more JAM than ever ;'( i can imagine that how dead i can be and how TIRED i will be ;'( can i just tumpang ppl car? ;'( sadness ttm..

yesterday had dinner with my lovers ,AHAHHA!i really wish i can meet her everyday,feel like i am huainifoo again,just like the feeling when spend time with her,my bestie forever ;')

all the best for you my girl ;'))

hope we can get thru all these ;') ILY..;'))

okay,lets the photos do the talking..;')) all my very cute colleagues,awesome people!

very look alike sister,Xuewah !

supposed to have study group that day,but end up crazy taking photos ;'D

Jean Yi ;')

have no idea why i like this ;') FELICIA YONG!

AHHHHHHHHH,CANDICE AU!!!hahahahha!!

girls,say hello to everyone ;'))

TANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~~~ the weirdo ppl in the class!

POVAN!!!!!!! ;'))

chow chow chow the genius ;'))

Tomorrow still the great day ;')) thankyou my dear!!

a new brand day again

2011-07-24T03:35:00.000-07:00

after a day i feel better but i still cant forgive myself..i shoulnt get this marks..i shouldnt!!this time i learnt a lesson and i wont let this happen again..when you fall down must learn to stand up and keep move on..thats life..

stop talking about my results..fed up

yesterday i went to a wedding dinner ;') as usually i've dolled up..really long time didnt wear my lens instead of wearing spec,felt kinda happy with it ;')

took a lot photos but not from camera..
so quality a bit suck..nvm

just enjoy the photos ;')

my gorgeous sista

fall in love with my macbook pro ;'))

fugly -.- but who cares? ;')

its time to do my revision again.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

bad day,WORST THAN EVER

2011-07-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

i feel very unhappy with my results..altho i didnt failed..I dont know how to face my lecturer with this marks..I should put more afford about it..i should study more..i should DO MY REAL BEST..SADNESS to the max..feel like tearing..;'(

and now my friends are celebrating Mr.Tan 's birthday dunno somewhere..WITHOUT ME AGAIN..I miss my teacher very much ;'( sighhhhhhhhh..I am so sad right now,cant even make a fake smile ....Just feel like wanna cry...

why im not that smart why im not that hardworking why im not
why im the class rep;'(
emoooooooooooooooooo again !!

after a week there is a PT2 again ,i dont know wad to say..Im just sad..so disappointed about myself..i cant forgive myself ;'( not this time..just kill me ;'(

Today is Monday!

2011-07-18T07:42:00.000-07:00

Im here to blog again ;') Monday blue? hmmm,cant really use this word. I like to study eventho its kinda stressful.Fine,dont wanna mention about it,will ruin my mood instantly..('; this Saturday having progress tests..so called PT1 ,means the first test lah..pray hard i wont failed.. dont wanna get barred ;'(

nothing much,will try update soon ;') maybe after this saturday..AHHHH!god bless me

get to go,revision again!(';

To my dear justin moo,everything just gonna be very fine ;') LOVE YOU MY DEAREST!

Random update

2011-07-14T07:31:00.000-07:00

Well,my collge life is so hectic..its a little bit stressful yet fun..Cant imagine that im studying with a bunch of geniuses,it makes me more suffer..definitely i will work harder ;') My friends are so just nice to me,really best i can meet them..

i got less assignments but i have tons of exams ;'( its good or wad?

am really appreciate that wad i have or wad im having now,thanks god for everything ;')

nothing much,i got free ticket for prom night,wondering i should go or shouldnt?

thanks to mrs.yiong very much,hope i wont let you down ;') will do my best!

and im glad, this few days i met my justin moo,due to our busy schedule,dont mention about date,its really hard to meet up also,timing not match and all stupid reasons..luckily sunway and taylors quite near ;') so i should feel great that im able to meet him in this kind of SERIOUS situation ;') HAHAHA!

should get back to study ,tata! take care! its an ending also a new beginning ;')

HOW TO CHEER UP YOUR BOYFRIEND ;'D

2011-07-09T21:38:00.000-07:00

rise and shine guys ('; sleep well??hmm,im not really sleep well,have no idea why i keep waking up in the midnight and my whole body so pain,maybe should get a new bed.My spinal gonna crack soon..

Yesterday i planned to do revision after siesta,then a sudden plan to alpha angle starbucks with friends..and guess wad finally i met up with my real life bestie EUNICE OH..Miss her so so so so much..since the day we went sunway,we didnt see each other like in two months plus..really miss my girl so much )'; due to our busyness schedule,cant really squeeze a little time to hangout..jealous ttm that she can participate so many activities in school,her timetables so flexible..wondering why i cant even join a club,there is no time for me..i cant even meet my boy,I HAVE NO TIME! why a day only 24 hours?SADNESS..

of cause,thanks to my dearest justin moo,fetch us all the way ;') thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou. ,hehehhehhehehehehe

p/s; Java chip suck ttm

okay,cant belive wad im doing right now..

im google seaching ..i typed 'HOW TO CHEER UP YOUR BF'..GG!HAHAHAHAH..
i dont know why justin moo likes to google this and that..cause i seldom use google website tho
I dont think those so called user-friendly steps are working ;'X HAHHAHAHHAHa
like an example ,when your boy is emo
you cant straight away say ' what the hell wrong with you?'
you should say 'Hey, it looks like you've been having a bad day baby" WAHAHAHAHHAHA

i dont know its working or not lahh,i dont prefer thats it ;') HAHAHAHHHAHA

p/s; better you dont emo my dearest moo ,BUAHAHHAHAHA!

just now went breakfast with mom again,macam long time didnt see my mom,altho just one day..should admit im not a MUMMY-GIRL..and she asked why there are pimples on my face..Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,so sad gonna die,i dunno why my face become like this,worse than ever..thanks to mcd very much ;'( no more ff,no more burgers,no more fry food ,NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE!!i want my smooth face back ahhhhh ;'((

later need to GOOGLE .how to get rid of pimples..XDXDXD..

tomorrow its my boy 's first day!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~ so ganjeong!! WAHAHAHAHA,although my first day already gone,dunno why i ganjeong also..;') wondering what will happen buahhahahaha ,GOOD LUCK DEAR!! ALL THE BEST ;'))

sunway better lah,taylor's biasa jeeeeeee LALALALALLALA!

p.s; no offence

First week of my college life

2011-07-08T21:48:00.000-07:00

wanna say ugly about this?thats mean im ugly? )'; Go ahead its ugly i never tot it looks nice also..This is how my look when i go to college ('; im wearing spec ,my eyes cant bear with the super cold room temperature and three hours per class and staring at the screen so its obvious my eyes really cant resist for it..I go for study not go for fashion show so..This is me.The first day in college,the lecturers already informed us to work hard and must pass the passing marks which is 56%,if you failed you will get barred?you wanna get barred?Dont want right ?so stick your hand with the books and study! the first day already got some pressure from exam stuff..and after two weeks i will having progress texts..is it so stress? yesssss..but if you feel nothing with it,then i guess you are something wrong..or super genius ,i hope i am one of them..

however,i become the class rep,so called monitor.Guess nothing important with this position.Hope so.I am glad that i get rid of the lifeless time,and now at least im really into something,im studying for my Bright future..I dont regret that i'd chosen this ,cause its my choice to come here to study accounts,i cant imagine what will happen next,seriously..just the first week i can really feel the stressness and hardness of it..honestly i am not a super hardworking person and wtv good memory person also..thats why i swear that i must put extra afford to study..讀到是自己的.(';

somehow,college life really interesting..i met new friends..Put the exam stuff aside,without it,college life really fun..cannot deny i was miserable at the first day in the college,if i born without mouth i guess im really can die at the spot..first thing you need to pay the fees?but where to pay the fees?asked like two three four persons in the college ,they gave me same answer financial center..OFCOZ i know financial center but i dunno where the hell is financial center GOD..thanks to a girl really showed me the direction where is it the financial center..and the so called financial center looks a bank.('; and Sunway college damn lots center..student centre this and that..REALLY COMPLICATED.. but afterall i guess a little bit used to it ;')

awwhhhh,its my books for my course ;') pretty heavy ..

guess nothing much to blog ,i will make sure i will keep up to date,never want my blog to be death..and ofcoz million billion thank you for my boy,finally i met him yesterday had dinner with him and yamcha session with friends..seriously miss him so badly,and welcome back to study soon,see you soon! ;') hahhaha..really thank you for the silliest guy in the world lahhhhh..jinja touched for everything you did for me..;') hehehhehehe I LOVE YOU! ;') everything just gonna be fine,trust me! its gonna be really fine,no worries! im always here with you ;')

hmmm,this was my breakfast in my stomach..and its my first time to order mcd delivery,its really first time..so proud of myself..hahahhahahhahahahahaha,okay..shaddap and byebye! will update more ;') oops.lastly...i wanna say NICE TO MEET YOU,im CONNIE..is it huaini really hard to pronounce? ;'( nvm ,im connie connie connie connie connie connie connie connie FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..

have a nice day! back to study...shoooooooooo <3 love my justin moo so much so much..

12 hours tik tok tik tok

2011-07-04T03:41:00.000-07:00

start from tomorrow,something gonna change ;')) sad case or wad?? no matter wad is it everything gonna be alright ('; GOODBYE
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HELLO!!!!!!

MOVING ON ;') HellO

2011-07-02T07:24:00.000-07:00

SAY Hello to July ,and Bye bye to June..I dunno what will happen in July but June for me was an awesome month ;') eventho its quite bored and lifeless..but its felt great when you have nothing to worry just slowly enjoy every days..every morning i will fetching my mom go here go there for breakfast..and soon im gonna drive to college..sounds macam yes ;') okay,need to put an ending for June..a lovely dovey June..i spent most of my time with him...usually spent time at starbucks.. he loves it ('; appreciate that wad he had done for me in this few months..

we had a date at Thursday night..i remember he took it quite serious..Its A DATE..i didnt really think much cause we always date wert -.- hahahhaha..and yeap,he picked me up at my house..he just dun wan to tell me where we were going ..wad answer i got is ITS A SURPRISE,CANNOT TELL ;'s he didnt give me any hints but i damn best in guessing..really didnt think much cause i dont think he will take it serious..i just told him i wanna go that place and he did said will bring me go and all..FINE..really need to admit that IM HAPPY and its seriously TOUCHED that he kept his promises..

THANK YOU ,I LOVE YOU

the outfit of the day..he asked me to wear like normal..and i wore a dress cause i dunno wad should i wear also..pants?skirt?blouses?wtv..dress settled all..and he said im like too over..ishhhh

okay,i dont think that is casual look ...
WE just TOO OVER lahhh..BUAHAHHAHA

the environment was cozy , kind of like it ..i dont have this kind of dinner before..and it was a date and not with family its with boyfie*due to family problems,im not allow night outings*..can say its my very first time and im glad that he is the first person ;') sincerely feel blissful at the moments..
just cant stop smiling,hehehhehehehehhe

can i have another date?with you?

i dont know why he wanna ordered so much food for me,he scared that im not enough with it..yess,im quite EASY-HUNGRY person..and i can eat a lot..;')) but its really too much,so stuffed..
DELICIOUS! OM.OM.OM...

carbonara..i just remember this,others i dunno..im suck with names..;'s

something call pizza with mushrooms??LOL

sooo,after that,he drove me back before 10 pm..sounds like damn good girls..hehehhehehe,thank you for everything dear ;'))

oops,this was another day with him,the very first time he fetched me without his dad,shhhh,,should i said this??awhhhh,nvm lahh,its my blog,my priority okay ;')) maybe its just small matter but for me its mean a lot..dunno why i just feel something different..

okay,notty him fetched me to ikea,he wanna try the meatballs..so yesh we were there ,enjoying our meals and the coffee ;') awwwww..it was nice!

cant see the strawberry jam..

he loves coffee A LOT ;'))

some random photos from my phone ;'))

damn hate him abandoned me

strawberries lover ;')

macam yes... ;'P

i cant forget the dinner with him,always tot that i was dreaming ..so as a reward ,i made something for him ;')) i made myself but just a small thing,took me few hours ;')) since both of us gonna start coll soon ,i really have no idea what to give him,its must be something useful,and he can use it every times..and being selfish,i also wish that every time when he using he will think of me,buahhahahaha..wth..i took a day to think that WAD SHOULD I GIVE HIM..and finally......

tadahhhhhh,nice tak nice tak???

after laminated ;'))

wad i can say,it looks much nicer than the real one seriously,i dunno why ;'( quite sad about the results but since he likes it NEVERMIND LAHH ;'))

before the day went out with wenzie my darling forever,love herrrrr so much..must keep in touch!!and COOK FOR ME!!!

for me its quite long post,coz i had to recall everything and type here..so tired..see,my super satisfied face yet fugly but nevermind at least can entertain my readers LOL..few more days later,im gonna start coll,really really super duper exciting..and hope to make nice friends there..and so gonna study hard I WANT GET HD!HD! HD!..okay lah,i know its impossible..okay,get to go,as usual will update more ;')) have a good day!

its bed time c;

2011-06-24T21:02:00.000-07:00

still got a week then im so gonna start my college,so exciting!CANT WAIT FOR it..it will be a big changes for me c; no more EVERYDAY MEET UP WITH JUSTIN MOO..no more NAPPING no more 24HOURS TEXTING no more SHOPPING no more BREAKFAST WITH MOM EVERYDAY no more JOGGING EARLY IN THE MORNING..awhhhh,gonna miss it !!!

okay,stop nagging ;')) purposely nice photo comes up first cause after it all photos will be terrible..XDXD

nothing do so take some photos before sleeping ..

start to LOST CONTROLLLL...

texting with him,made me laughed like nobody business..dunno WHY LARR I WILL COVER MY MOUTHHHH~SHADDAPPPPP~

*can you stop doing the same pose huh = =

before the day met up with him ..;'))HAHAHA

he jinja looks damn cute right?look like 3 years old kid..mummy sayang sayang ;'P

haihh nowadays kids addicted to starbucks..

last photo ;') PEACE!

happy father's day

2011-06-19T08:32:00.000-07:00

Happy daddy's day!As usual,three of us will buy a pressie for daddy and we had a small celebration at home,wish daddy feel happy with it ..;'))Daddy is getting old and old..he has chronic legs pain..sometimes due to his illness,he cant work and he has to stay at home to rest..imagine you are watching your loves in pain and you unable to do a thing..its awful ;'(( i really wish my dad is healthy and he can walk like a teenage boy..so he can join us whenever where ever..;')) anyhow,my dad is okay is super fine now..just he just need to walk slowly and not ever ever try to forget his med then everything is super fine ;'))

LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU,MY PAPA!!

went to Pav to buy daddy's present ;'))

nom nom nom!;'))

i saw this at Aidee's blog,buahahhaha..looked so tempting..;')) sea amber jelly..

after that,met up with mom and granny..

my super lengzai daddy ;'))

but after few years...
gain a lots weights i guess so

jadi.....

like this..CHUBBY DADDY! buahhahahahhha

*drools*

hope daddy loves it ;'))

wine wine wine

time to go,need to teman boyfie buahahhahahaha..
GOODNIGHT!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY EVERYONE!

Miss +ing someone..

2011-06-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

see see see..i got new photos FINALLY!

nothing much,random day again..so bosan without him..
bosan bosan bosan

okay,i guess he is sleeping right now,dunno what events he attend just now..seriously get tanned and he got two skin colours now..Poor him ..and he keep telling me he is soooo tireddddd..

wth,im blogging about him again..i am soooo bored...soooo hungryy..soooooo sleepy...

tomorrow need to wake up early again,jogging with mom and sisters..
and i need to driveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee againnnnnnnnnnnn,SO SCARY!!!!
please please please...dont come near my car or else...i dunno what will happen next....
sooooooooooooooo scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ;'((

i miss my BOY..;'((

opppssssy,my boy still awake..buahahhahahahha
get to go

goodnight!

randommm day out

2011-06-17T04:50:00.000-07:00

suddenly my mind gone blanked,have no idea what to write..got so much stuff in my brain now..slowly slowly to recall back what i should write ...

this morning,my mom forced me to fetch her for breakfast,she taught me how to drive and all..next lessons should be parking things..damn scary to drive my mom's car,more used to mini car..;'))

nowadays the topics between mom and i are THY BOY WHO CAME MY HOUSE..we talked a lot about these..bad things good things ;')) so wish that i can tell her EVERYTHING and so wish that i can write all at here..but...there is a NO..just keep it for myself..;')) mom always care about me,she does and i am so..

what i can say is TIME WILL PROOF EVERYTHING..if its yours then it will be yours..;'))

went out for a movie with justin moo again ;')) that movie was random ..and we had lousy juice-sessions also..but its really nice to chat with him..feel peacefully..;'))

family always come first @China trip

2011-06-16T03:04:00.000-07:00

i miss china,i miss the village,i miss the cold weather,i miss all my relatives there,i miss the ice cream even tho it taste awful,i miss all the shopping centre so much ..miss everything at china so much so much..

this china trip really unforgettable,my body weight straight increased lots after came back,those scrumptious food really make me wanna go back there again,the luxury dinner every nights..

thanks to my cousin that uploaded the photos at fb so easy me to save and uploaded here..;'))

but still the photos are so little here,i will update more for sure..

we went to china because of the Ching ming festival ;'))

my nenek moyang kat sana ;'))

im a so called China girl also but they said im look like Korean ,proud of it!

okay,stop syok sendiri ;'P

this is a mini temple in the village ;'))

mom keep saying we look like couple =.= my reliable cousin ;'))

with the china uncle ;') super handsome i guess so

pray pray pray sincerely ;'))

he told me dont block his face so i raised up my hand =.= look so cacat

i like this photo,my clothe looks so colourful

yes,we went to watch the night view
guangzhou night view i dunno whats that ;'))

we had our yamcha session on the ferry ,and yesh with the old folk as well ;'))

really really try my best to update more..
china trip really awesome !

breakfast @levain

2011-06-16T02:04:00.000-07:00

buahahahhaha,cant stop laughing when i see this photo,it was inside story..spot my bird?and also spot my mole ;')) i got a lot moles on my face..dunno should remove them or wad ;'))

i just got my license,WOOOHOOOOOOOOO! i can drive now!!!

guess wad,i found my school leaving cert so am not going to worry anything yet so far,such a big relieved after all..

~~license~~
~~school leaving cert~~
~~an ipad 2~~ soon
44kg- still working on
outing with eunice-SOON SOON

i need to get some new stuff for my college,most important i have none of pens now,have no idea where i put ;')) so far,i also need a new laptop seriously..for college also..JULY COMING SOON!!should prepare all stuff as soon as possible..

SUNWAY!!IM COMING~~~~

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today went out pretty early with mom,went to bank settle her stuff and after that we went for our brunch..its lunch time so the place was packed also..a little congestion in the so call mini car park =.=

damn healthy if i have THIS every morning as my breakfast,the breads like freaking delicious..pasta,tarts,macaroons and whatsoever are so yummylicious ;'))..if you love patisserie as breakfast should go there have a try ;'))

serious damn lots PRETTY HOT OL went there ,buahahhahahaha ;'))

after breakfast went back home,so i am here to update..the weather is so hotttttttt,will take the second shower soon...sweat non stop..cant really doze off also,cant sleep in this temperature..sweat like syit..;'(( pls rain a while or anything..a little breeze also acceptable..;'((

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yesterday having stomach cramp,PMS GOTOHELL PLEASE!

not bad though,i have him to keep me company, seriously felt better than anything ;'))

went to starbucks killing time ;'))

thankyou dear ;')

serious vandalism problem in these ;'))

look at him,naughty expression ;'D

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will update more,i want to shopppppppppppppppp,waiting for my eunice ;'((

BBFF IN THE WORLD ;'))

2011-06-14T01:52:00.000-07:00

whats BBFF?guess yourself ;'))

before i start this,wanna say that...
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i just pass my driving test ;'))so damn happy,WOOOOHOOOO!!

but i am not looking forward for driving also,not really preparing for that..so SCAREDDD OF CARSSSS!
and i cant make sure its safe when ppl sit my car or wad..never mind,practices more perfect..;'))
past few days i woke up pretty early,it was 6a.m..the sky still dark enough..always always feel sleepy..the best thing is i dont need to go back that bloody place anymore and wont ever to meet that auntie also..GREAT!!

finished complaining and yesterday i met up with justin moo,i took train to PAv..its feel like years i didnt take lrt ady..damn weird and so not used to it when people staring at me all the time..dunno whats wrong also..but nvm i was sleeping in the train was really tired after driving lessons and my skin getting worse,feel sad to say about it..the weather is hot and i didnt drink much water ;'(( sadness and the more tiring thing came next ,i need to walk to monorail station and walk to pavilion again..freaking tired..;'(( nvm nvm i can drive now!

after finished settle all thing,we went to 1u..its extremely FAR also..justin moo was the driver of the day..waahhahahahaha,he got the license now he is showing off..hahhahahahahahhaha

he looks so cute ;'))

he was DAMN TIRED also..

after swimming ;'))

chu wa yeaaaaa,hehehhehehe ;')))

someone please remind me go back school to check some stuff..

its enough for today,get to doze off ;'))))))) WOOHOOOOO~

will update more,TATA!!

my story..

2011-06-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

recall back that i'd first date with him right after i came back from singapore..actually before the day i went to singapore we already had a met up as well but i dont know whats mean for the date also..but he told me its not a BLANK date thats all..

seriously i dont really like to blog about all these,or maybe i should say i dun wan it becomes one of my memories in my life..im scared..i want it stick with me..i dont wanna lose it..that kind of feeling is awful..

i know i should be optimistic ,just dont think too much..but its other matter,i READ a lot people's blog..how they were sweet their dates hubby whatsoever and then suddenly pop out its ending..BROKE UP..i know no any one of them wanted it..just I DONT LIKE THIS KIND OF ENDING..i still believe in fairy tales..in a relationship then in marriage and then will having babies and then getting old together watching children grow up day by day..i know i think a LOT or TOO MUCH..whatever..but WHO DOES NT WANT IT??

he really meant a lot..for me..yeap..

we studied in same kindergarten..so when everyone asked how you know this friend?ohh..we are kindergarten friends..then their reaction will be whoa really??yes..and so we had kind of sweet memories there..its a secret and its really unbelievable..barely remember clearly all the parts..okay,its a secret..

and can say so we know each other like 13 years..and of cause some parts are missing..after kindergarten we were lost contact but i just can remember his special surname and his name comes with capital J..thats all..and i know where exactly his house..cause we went home by the same bus..recall back that when i was kid..every time i passed by that place,what in my mind was like 'that boy lived that'..dont ask me why i can remember all these..it just in my mind..;'))

and my sister told me that i always said I'm wanna marry him something like that..i dont remember these..cant believe i said this..;'))

we studied different primary school so,,cant say it was missing part also..he still like a shadow of me,following me everyday,i always feel like there is somebody in my life..someone somewhere ..

so when secondary,the stories continue from the beginning again..i met him again when i was studying form2..still remember my mom forced me to attend a tuition classes..her friend recommended there because it really near my house area and all convenient excuses lahh..kinda scared when the first time..cause i know none of them..they all like same primary school..so mostly they know each other but only me..;')) so kinda hard to get used it..i barely talked also..

fortunately..some girls were same school with me so slowly become friends then my voice getting louder and louder at there..

okay..getting out of topic

and first time i went there right?i just kept feel like someone keep looking at me..its really like looking at me..then when i turned around or wad..he just look other way,pretending nothing happened..~~pervert!~~then till that time only i noticed his face and i felt like wth why he looked so familiar ...like someone...i know..

till i started to make friends with them,till i got chance to ask what his name..when i heard his name i was like OHHHHHMMYYYYYYGOOOOODDDDDD..its HIM!!..kind of embarrassing cause i spelled wrong his name and all..

and something happened there,i dont feel like talking about it..not i dont dare to write about it..it just..quite sad memories for me..depressed part..;')) its all about me..my fault ..but im letting go and moving on..im still sorry what i did ;')) learnt a lesson from it..seriously..

appreciate it when something or someone comes to you,dont ever try to regret when something happened..there is no U-TURN in your life..

after that,we didnt talk ,even we had gathering,we met each other but we didn't talk..like 2 years plus i guess..

i STILL CAN FEEL THAT PAIN-NESS ,because what i did and things happened like this..just can blame me ;'X

i always always always always feel guilty that i hurt him so badly..

i owed him

something...

that's...

my heart..

i didnt tell him i like him at the first time..

..so i did whatsoever that i feel its right..so damn hardcore..okay,i feel PROUD to write about it but..so sorry i cant..i promised him not going to mention it anymore..IM SOOOO HARDCORE LOVER LAHH ;'))

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and yes,about my past,i know i am bad for you and you and you you you..dont mention that ~~dump~~ word..cause its not suitable for you and me..i just did what i feel right and i dont want to regret second time anymore..i always tell you there's problems for us..i didnt really mention it cause i dont want you think that im making excuses and you have the right to blame me hate me say whatever im bitch or wad..and honestly we are not working out and ..still young to face all the problems that couples usually face it..you are really still young..and i really wish you can enjoy your school life with your friends and cherish your family as well..i dont mind you hate me cause you really treated me very well,you did all the best for me..but something that you must know,there's someone meant a lot in my life..i dunwan to lose him like second time..it already past so i hope you are fine now..

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i cant make sure it will be forever or wad..there is no forever in my dictionary,who knows what happened next right? ..so what i can do is appreciate it and i do and i will cherish every single day we have together..and being tough when facing problems together..and sooooooooo onnnnnnnnnnn ;'))

wahahahhahahahahahahah,such a relieved after this..my story sure will be continue..just depends i wanna update or not..sooo stay tuned

and

i got this from him..he didnt really give me .. i stole it from his house..i supposed to get this few years ago..hmm..whatever..it still mean something for me like seriously..still mean a lot..;'))

paul frank tee,love itt

2011-06-10T07:33:00.000-07:00

i was waiting someone to reply my message ;')) since i have time,so..

lets blog

it already June 10th ,July is around the corner ..Kind of nervous..Gonna start my college soon..freaking tension ,i am worrying about my driving lessons and the stupid test,its take me forever to pass it...;'((

if i cant pass it,there will be a lot of problems for me ;'(

talked about yesterday, i went out with my friends..
its really nice when hanging out with them
;')) cant stop laughing when i think about it
wish that moments could stay longer ;'))

and i had a dinner with justin's relatives
its kind of weird but the dinner was nice
we were enjoying much

sorry that i didnt take any pic for it
cause i didnt know we will going to have dinner
and i am so lazy to bring my bag
i just carry a tiny purse along and i put in plc's bag

we had sushi zanmai for lunch
i was stuffed ,love sushi so much
i dont care wad radiation lah
just addict to sushi,ahhhhhh

and we challenged ourself to eat wasabi
AS MUCH AS WE CAN!
awwwwww
its really funny when looking people reaction

cause im a GIRL so i dont need to eat THAT MUCH!
first time feel grateful that im a girl ;')) wahahha

so today went to same place again
getting bored with pavilion seriously

had lunch with my sissy ;'))
kimchi ramen ;'))
i kinda like kimchi dunno since when

spot my paul frank tee,love it
credits to skypua ;'))

tomyam,yummy yummy!

i dunno how to spell it
maybe...cawamuchi??
whatever =-=

dumplings

UKISS UKISS UKISS!!

i dont mind to a babysitter sometimes..
look at her,so adorable ;'))

so thats all for today,wish me luck for tomorrow and tomorrow..and....so on..;'))

4stars

2011-06-05T03:45:00.000-07:00

I'm here to blog again ;'))nothing much,went to school events..4stars something like that,,don't really remember..i went along with sister..as her wishes..;'))

the performance was awesome,all the students done the great jobs .. ;')

we went there like super earlier,i never participate any functions like this,like never..so i was pretty exciting about that..i guess i will meet up some old friends..yesh,i did..and i miss them a lot ..

okay,we leave earlier as well,need catch up a movie at wangsa walk with his aunt and uncle..;'))

cant wait to watch insidious!!AWWWWWWW!

stay strong !

2011-06-03T10:43:00.000-07:00

i know im getting fatter and fatter ,i tried to slim down and cut all the meals but too bad my mouth like not listening my mind ;'( between,i should feel grateful that i can enjoy a lot nice food in the world..really tempting when seeing food in front you..dont you feel that is really bad like torturing myself stop eating..;'D i know i am making excuses..fine,just let you guys know im gaining kilo kilo in my body,,GREAT! and cheer up for being fat ;'))

so today i hangout with him again..and with my beloved sister and so called kaigor..hahha,plc ;')) really long time no meet..miss you guys! sometimes,really regret when not appreciated when spending time with friends ;') now every of my friends are busying for their college life..assignments and al syht stuff..seriously i feel lifeless now..sorry for bothering justin moo for so long time ;'D hahaha,you gonna miss me much after JULY!yeshhhhh,you Will miss me like hell!

so we were chilling at the Starbucks ;') having my mocha ice blended !;')) i guess i need to change flavour soon,mocha seems so bored for me..gonna change green tea ,lemon something its not coffee ,it would be nice to have a change right?

chang ann came to meet us..nice to meet you and sorry that i blocked you in these photos ;'P

kinda boring when listening lame topics they were talking about,thanks to plc..seriously what he talking about is all about lame stuff..lame lame lame

look like he was at his own home right?damn relax look ;'))

after chilling when to wangsa walk,can see what we were doing there right??

guess..please guess which one is meeeeeeeeeee?

seeeeeeee,i look fattttt,cant deny that im not fat now..

so....
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i hide at his back ;')))

craving for cakes nowadays,so we went to eatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt ;'))

have no idea why he looks like a kid..im look older..speechless ;'))

i love themmm ;'))

so its about ending here..

before that,just wanna say today is really not my day

tearing non stop for something

really must stay strong no matter what

although i cant change anything but at least i will make it better than before..and slowly sure i will get through all this shyt that im having now..must must must stay strong!!!!

i love you too my dearest friend..;')